Should i give up? or should i just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere
11.56 am on a Saturday morning.
And i'm discussing majors with iman and him.
Iman's changing to psychology. That leaves me, sofia, sarah, and sya.
Sigh,
if only life was easier like eating. Eat&digest. So simple. Making decisions is tough. Your decisions define who you are. Am i headed the right direction?
When i was lying down a couple of minutes ago, a random thought flashed across my mind. I'm doing politics to please him? Like to not seem dumb enough to want to opt for psychology. But if i hadn't met him, would i have taken political science as a choice anyway? Or would i have gone for psychology?
Oh, sabrina changed her major to political science too.
It is "dry&boring" according to iman.
But if you don't have an interest for it, yes everything is boring. Question is, have i develop an interest for it? i kind of do, it is interesting, it's a worldly matter i would want to know and understand what is being discussed in worldly matters and be involved to make my verdict in life as well.
"Keep your friends close, enemies closer" i need to know their mindset and other worldly issues to make my choices in the future. i Need to like this. People do it as a pastime. I do it as a major. Because i won't pay any attention to it if i were to do something else as a major. So people's pastimes as my major? Is it worth it?
